I will admit…
That sometimes I don’t want to be introverted. BUT that’s how I am. I find it hard to make friends and keep them longer than a semester or for the time period I’m around them. I only feel bad about this when I see other people I may know of or just see random people online with their friends. I know how society tries to mandate things that shouldn’t be of obligation, but I’m only human and I tend to give in. I know giving into society manipulates my feelings into negativity and searching for ways to ‘FIT IN’. I thought I had come to terms with this a year ago. A year ago, I didn’t care what people thought about me being a loner. Being a loner allowed me to be who I am, and not attempt to conform to societies perception of who I am or what I should be. I knew and I still know that it’s perfectly normal. Everyone can’t be the same. I just have to accept it and be who I am. Who cares if everyone doesn’t get it? Someone will get it….riiight?